Thoughts..

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...

Hey! back again.. I am kind confused of what to do now.. Promos coming.. cramin and mugging.. Trying to do my very hardest and then think about headin to poly.. Need to really study Hist and econs.. these subjects are in a worrying grade level.. Well anyway, i am kinda short of sleep this few days.. too many stuffs to take in.. hmm

Kinda want to place my worrying thoughts away from me for now (some life stuffs).. Haiz.. hope it will be okay to go through this while neglecting this rather important thoughs.. I got almost nothing to look forward too in this coming month or the nxt.. onli the alicia keys concert 2 days before the exam.. some who read my blog kinda said that its filled with words of depression from me or my depressing thoughts.. I may look like i am in a carefree mood.. but actually i am thinking of alot of mind bending issues of my future and the pain inflicted by the closest people around me..

About them, they give me unnecessary stress and preasure.. Big boss will just barge in and fling his temper at me when i am at my most relaxin period (an hour alone) ... Crapp!! FatB! Mrs boss will put more preasure regarding my personal affairs! f*ck! the question is, aren't those MY AFFAIRS?!! And theres money problem, they expect me to live by a mere 50bucks a month!! can someone give me a money plan on how to save for my Top up card and ez link pass.. ass.. Might as well pawn my ass and get some cash!! my leisure is is now like once every 3 years.. (eg. alicia keys: a concert which i wanted to go to relax myself.. kinda to relieve my working life early this year and stress of school this year) And to add, its my 1st time going to a concert.. Really looking forward to it..

I am really sleepy now.. still have a lit homework to complete.. too hell with sleep this week or the next and the next! I really need a shoulder to rest on after this damn exam!! i need you honey!! *cries* aite.. gonna sleep now... ta!