Lame day.. and stuffs...

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...

crappy.. I have called my dad a hypocrite!! Yea! =.=;.. so stupid of me.. but who cares.. he doesnt.. clearly.. 1st of all, the hp line is mine and he made a promise that he will pay for what ever and no matter the cost is, guess what, he went back on his word.. usually my bill will be about 30++ to 40++.. be an ass like he is, he took my card away.. said it was too high.. yea i know, i did it on purpose to know if he is true to his word.. looks like he isnt.. haiz.. Hypocritcal father.. he does shit worst about money.. spend it on leisure then on necessities.. talk about responsibility of keepin the family afloat.. arse.. i am only given 5 bucks a day to last me till night time if i were to study out.. ah, so how to save? i asked him to HELP me by advising my how to save.. he'll go, "study at home!".. what the heLL!! if i would study at home, he will crap and interupt me thus loosing concentration resulting in aftermath of blurness of what i read.. still, its hard to study outside as he will it a f*ckin difficult one... he will pick a fight for no reason!! crap! the only thing i can do after is go out and stare at nothing coolin my temper down.. So why ask me to study when he doesnt do his part of the bargain.. i know you will say i am crap, i cant let stupid problems get away that easily.. why i did what i did? too prove myself.. MYSELF though i know i will suffer... i am me and i will do what i think is rite but no one else does not.. am i really turning into my dad? I dunno.. My self thoughts says so..

Family
I dun believe that in my family anymore... no one wants to listen to my dreams, goals, what i want to achieve, events happen in my life and my heart's desires... i envy my friends who have parents who really do what it takes to let their child achieve their dreams.. Though i am fortunate to live in this family, i feel that they are not appreciating me.. no evn ONE BIT! So sue me..i did open myself up to them but they just treat it as if i am just a contempted kid.. i need money for this school thingy.. they will go no money.. the next day, new dvds.. ERRGH! Need money for new clothes.. no money.. said to me 'wait till abah's bonus'.. after bonus, more new electrical crap, at that time was a new laptop (2002).. then again twice this year.. i asked for money again for new clothes, they got no money (again).. dad bought a new car.. his new clothes... moms got lotsa clothes, sis too.. well me, i got dad's oversized-lame-lookin-clothes.. he did used them and he pass to me, too small for him =S.. haiz.. looks like i will have a bumpy ride ahead after the results..

HEck.. not all down yet still more to come.. Gotta crap ard now.. Ta!