Eh ppl.
TAG LA! Hard issit?
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Thursday, June 12, 2008
I am lazy
Oh yes, as the tittle says. I am lazy.
Well actually not that lazy, i just didn't have the chance to actually get to sit and write.
From where i left off, i went to a holiday, i covered events and i am no longer tired.
Alright, i am now watching Euro08! I have been watching for a few days now with my Miss.GF.
I very much prefer the Spain Vs Russia game. It was indeed a very heated match between both teams.
In the end, i am really spending 2 weeks off days which i took to rest really well. I get to go out and spend late nights with my dear. Relaxing i am. Be happy i shall.
Oh yes, a personal message to my dear:
Dear,
I love you and indeed i will be true to you and us.
I do have my insecurities and will overcome them as our days together pass.
I hope that we get to settle our wondering emotions down.
And i hope that i can make amends to my flaws and not let it pull us down.
Loves,
MrBF
Oh, and lastly. Guys, at least tag me so i will at least know who visits my blog. TAG!!!!! its not that hard...
Well actually not that lazy, i just didn't have the chance to actually get to sit and write.
From where i left off, i went to a holiday, i covered events and i am no longer tired.
Alright, i am now watching Euro08! I have been watching for a few days now with my Miss.GF.
I very much prefer the Spain Vs Russia game. It was indeed a very heated match between both teams.
In the end, i am really spending 2 weeks off days which i took to rest really well. I get to go out and spend late nights with my dear. Relaxing i am. Be happy i shall.
Oh yes, a personal message to my dear:
Dear,
I love you and indeed i will be true to you and us.
I do have my insecurities and will overcome them as our days together pass.
I hope that we get to settle our wondering emotions down.
And i hope that i can make amends to my flaws and not let it pull us down.
Loves,
MrBF
Oh, and lastly. Guys, at least tag me so i will at least know who visits my blog. TAG!!!!! its not that hard...
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Busy Busy week
And i do mean busy.
I was shifting house and working at the same time. It does seem that i am actually losing more and more energy as i go along. Well, that is a fairly obvious logical explaination as to why i am lethargic and look awfully ghastly. So yes, i need a vacation.
What have i done this past few weeks:
10th May 2008
My thoughts
i am actually appointed to be the Photo.IG mentor.
It was my initial idea to rebuild the photo ig as a whole together with my dear.
Professionally, me and Anthea believed that we need really enthusiastic able bodied people who loves photography to play along and get selected to be the body of the ig.
I love photography as well as the people that is in the Photo.Ig. I was rather inactive in the ig and had not taken any real interest in leading the ig. Now, i have a good reason to step in as the Mentor.
It was disappointing that the MC hand picked by the old birds fail our expectation, i would forgive them either way as they were hastily hand picked by us.
Some misunderstanding came after as Anthea was also hastily put into the president seat with the task to rebuild the IG. She was called names soon after and even more misunderstanding pops up. I am not covering up. I love her for her integrity as a person and as a friend to others. I dare not explore further.
On with the story, we went to the canon EXpose seminar. I was fucking irritated by that because i really do not like how canon make their products. They are like cheap toys.
Anyway, there is this damn interesting speaker which his name i forgot, talks about reviewing and photographing cars! I like. Very interesting despite the fact that i dozed of a dozen times. (And my dear took a picture of me red handed while laughing and giggling to herself). I had a small chat with him and it was a really nice converstation.
After which, we went to the airport! Took lotsa pictures and of course it will be uploaded soon. If i can get my PC online and that i can get the pictures uploaded.
-End-
This is now about me and my dear.
We've been meeting each other like almost everyday and i dare say that i want to see her even more.
She has been the source of support and my strength to really mature myself into a better person for her. I take care and love her. My last wish for this entire love of mine is that i would live on my own believe that i will never let her go no matter what happens. In a relationship, i would promise myself and place all faith and trust into any love i have in my life. Includes my Exes who failed to see my purest intent.
However, i dare say that i will not be disappointing myself this time as i have finally found someone who will love me and accepting my love for her.
This is my pledge in my blog and in my heart and without any fear. If anything happens to this relationship and i will never get to keep hold of this one purest and true love, i will never forgive myself for giving myself another chance and not earning it, i will never want to look for another person as i am tired to grow trusting bond, love and faith to this country's women.
So yes, once i love someone, i will never let go. Those who knows me, knows this very well.
I was shifting house and working at the same time. It does seem that i am actually losing more and more energy as i go along. Well, that is a fairly obvious logical explaination as to why i am lethargic and look awfully ghastly. So yes, i need a vacation.
What have i done this past few weeks:
10th May 2008
My thoughts
i am actually appointed to be the Photo.IG mentor.
It was my initial idea to rebuild the photo ig as a whole together with my dear.
Professionally, me and Anthea believed that we need really enthusiastic able bodied people who loves photography to play along and get selected to be the body of the ig.
I love photography as well as the people that is in the Photo.Ig. I was rather inactive in the ig and had not taken any real interest in leading the ig. Now, i have a good reason to step in as the Mentor.
It was disappointing that the MC hand picked by the old birds fail our expectation, i would forgive them either way as they were hastily hand picked by us.
Some misunderstanding came after as Anthea was also hastily put into the president seat with the task to rebuild the IG. She was called names soon after and even more misunderstanding pops up. I am not covering up. I love her for her integrity as a person and as a friend to others. I dare not explore further.
On with the story, we went to the canon EXpose seminar. I was fucking irritated by that because i really do not like how canon make their products. They are like cheap toys.
Anyway, there is this damn interesting speaker which his name i forgot, talks about reviewing and photographing cars! I like. Very interesting despite the fact that i dozed of a dozen times. (And my dear took a picture of me red handed while laughing and giggling to herself). I had a small chat with him and it was a really nice converstation.
After which, we went to the airport! Took lotsa pictures and of course it will be uploaded soon. If i can get my PC online and that i can get the pictures uploaded.
-End-
This is now about me and my dear.
We've been meeting each other like almost everyday and i dare say that i want to see her even more.
She has been the source of support and my strength to really mature myself into a better person for her. I take care and love her. My last wish for this entire love of mine is that i would live on my own believe that i will never let her go no matter what happens. In a relationship, i would promise myself and place all faith and trust into any love i have in my life. Includes my Exes who failed to see my purest intent.
However, i dare say that i will not be disappointing myself this time as i have finally found someone who will love me and accepting my love for her.
This is my pledge in my blog and in my heart and without any fear. If anything happens to this relationship and i will never get to keep hold of this one purest and true love, i will never forgive myself for giving myself another chance and not earning it, i will never want to look for another person as i am tired to grow trusting bond, love and faith to this country's women.
So yes, once i love someone, i will never let go. Those who knows me, knows this very well.
Sunday, April 27, 2008
A night at ECP and a day at Formula Drift
In actually fact, says the title, i went to ECP at night and that i spent an entire day at Formula drift. Lets start from the top shall we?
Actually, i was at starhub and was busy doing some payments the most fu*ked up cable and internet company there is in Singapore. And sometimes i think that paying up for their services is a sin because it sucks really bad. Anyway, i went down to Dhoby G to pick dear up (in a rush). Reasons for this will not be explained here. To be put simply, i was worried if anyone around there would do something bad. (Its just me being paranoid and worrying a lot).
After we met, we got ourselves dinner and ate under the stars. It was the first time i ever did see a star filled sky in Singapore. i repeat, FIRST! After dinner, we went to a more quieter place to gaze at the stars. Indeed, thats where i almost broke down again and again bearing my soul to her. It was the first as i had ever said everything about what i feel so openly. And i meant everything i said. and tralalalala.
I am getting lazy to write here. i'll give you a low down, i love cars and that is all to it. I see cars, my camera cant resist the temptation.
ECP
Actually, i was at starhub and was busy doing some payments the most fu*ked up cable and internet company there is in Singapore. And sometimes i think that paying up for their services is a sin because it sucks really bad. Anyway, i went down to Dhoby G to pick dear up (in a rush). Reasons for this will not be explained here. To be put simply, i was worried if anyone around there would do something bad. (Its just me being paranoid and worrying a lot).
After we met, we got ourselves dinner and ate under the stars. It was the first time i ever did see a star filled sky in Singapore. i repeat, FIRST! After dinner, we went to a more quieter place to gaze at the stars. Indeed, thats where i almost broke down again and again bearing my soul to her. It was the first as i had ever said everything about what i feel so openly. And i meant everything i said. and tralalalala.
Formula Drift
I am getting lazy to write here. i'll give you a low down, i love cars and that is all to it. I see cars, my camera cant resist the temptation.
Thursday, April 24, 2008
letting gas out.
This is the first time that i have been reacting slow and like as if i had a big rock stuck to my head. The reasons being that i am still trying to believe that i am moving out of my ROOM! and that there is way too many things keep happening at the same time. Namely, the loss of my job (IT helpdesk), renting out the house (and lossing my most favourite place to rest which is my room), running out of money (because i lost my freaking job) and the last but not least regaining my confidence in myself to carry on loving the person i love the most (my dear of course).
It seems that i need time at the beach sorting what needs to be sorted and get my head settled into my current time frame. It seems that i have left my brain somewhere after the 2 week ordeal at IT helpdesk that killed most of my brain cells. So much so that i decided to leave it there.
I think that because of my old relationship, i kind of suffered in terms of the ability to trust. I shroud myself in doubt and tend to not believe what any body says. I do not care about my pride being damaged. But i care about my level of confidence in trusting someone. There is a few incidents where certain some of my opinions (that was rather private) was shared willingly by another party which knew. (For those who don't understand, it means someone said something that i told as my personal secret or opinion to a friend who in turn purposefully or accidently spilled it out. If it wasn't for dear, i would have kept it all in my heart and u should see me dead on the floor due to too much preasure. I sure need to thank my dear for that else i would be really depressed if she hasnt sat down and hear me out. Indeed she is the person who i trust the most together with a few of my friends.
Learning to trust again is such a daunting task which i need to complete if not i will be a very doubtful person and could fall into depression as i tend to think to much and not let it out. So if you were to say something and i will be keeping quiet. Means i could be hurt or just letting my head wonder around.
This is a long post which is full of crap. i got too much things in my head and i need the beach to clear my head. Else i will be talking uther rubbish as seen above.
It seems that i need time at the beach sorting what needs to be sorted and get my head settled into my current time frame. It seems that i have left my brain somewhere after the 2 week ordeal at IT helpdesk that killed most of my brain cells. So much so that i decided to leave it there.
I think that because of my old relationship, i kind of suffered in terms of the ability to trust. I shroud myself in doubt and tend to not believe what any body says. I do not care about my pride being damaged. But i care about my level of confidence in trusting someone. There is a few incidents where certain some of my opinions (that was rather private) was shared willingly by another party which knew. (For those who don't understand, it means someone said something that i told as my personal secret or opinion to a friend who in turn purposefully or accidently spilled it out. If it wasn't for dear, i would have kept it all in my heart and u should see me dead on the floor due to too much preasure. I sure need to thank my dear for that else i would be really depressed if she hasnt sat down and hear me out. Indeed she is the person who i trust the most together with a few of my friends.
Learning to trust again is such a daunting task which i need to complete if not i will be a very doubtful person and could fall into depression as i tend to think to much and not let it out. So if you were to say something and i will be keeping quiet. Means i could be hurt or just letting my head wonder around.
This is a long post which is full of crap. i got too much things in my head and i need the beach to clear my head. Else i will be talking uther rubbish as seen above.
Friday, April 18, 2008
My last day at IT helpdesk
Oh right, i was told that i will be employed until NS at this location. However, it doesn't seem to be that way. Its says it all, my title that is. Today is officially my last day working at the IT help desk. Interestingly, i feel really irritated to the fact that i am losing a job which i love a lot. Even if the job is stressful, it was really fun working here because i get to see my dear every single school day. I get to eat lunch and breakfast with her too. *Sigh.
With all that said. I am going back to Sony Style to work. But i am going to work 4 days a week. Will write more soon. Need to nap at my work bench.
With all that said. I am going back to Sony Style to work. But i am going to work 4 days a week. Will write more soon. Need to nap at my work bench.
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Another Entry after being away
Ah.. I have been away from this Blog for so long until my dear ask me to revamp and restart writing a blog. Which i must say a rather bothersome job especially when i need to get rid of the rust and re-tune my habits to actually get back into swing.
Oh yes, i broke up with dear old Hannah. Who apparently thinks that the relationship was not moving. It was her not moving at all when i made all the impossible possible and what can't be done, done. So yea, i do not want to think deeper and i would like to wish her all the best and may she find her happiness someday.
On another note, i fell in love with Anthea all over again when i took her out on my mini photo outings. Many facts will remain hidden until the time comes but i have found a person who can actually makes me blush over and over again (and no i am not a wuss). She found out about my true feelings which i was hiding for a long time. A long story short, we ended falling for each other.
Another tone of the day, i am working at IT helpdesk. The hell pits of RP when the whole school have to potential to seek you out for troubleshooting (which is where i am stuck at) and knock you socks off with the weird troubles that you thought could never happen on a laptop. The amount of stress to solve each and every case is excruciatingly painful and IRRITATING. Especially vista operated systems, they tend to be bitches sometimes.
Oh well, i shall go and catch up with my sleep which has made me forgetful since the start of the week. Scary. To sum all this years i am missing out on updating up and for those who skips lines, i broke up with my girlfriend of 3 coming to 4 years, worked at the worst place every imagined (IT helpdesk) and got together with a lovely girl who loves to smile.
Me out..
Oh yes, i broke up with dear old Hannah. Who apparently thinks that the relationship was not moving. It was her not moving at all when i made all the impossible possible and what can't be done, done. So yea, i do not want to think deeper and i would like to wish her all the best and may she find her happiness someday.
On another note, i fell in love with Anthea all over again when i took her out on my mini photo outings. Many facts will remain hidden until the time comes but i have found a person who can actually makes me blush over and over again (and no i am not a wuss). She found out about my true feelings which i was hiding for a long time. A long story short, we ended falling for each other.
Another tone of the day, i am working at IT helpdesk. The hell pits of RP when the whole school have to potential to seek you out for troubleshooting (which is where i am stuck at) and knock you socks off with the weird troubles that you thought could never happen on a laptop. The amount of stress to solve each and every case is excruciatingly painful and IRRITATING. Especially vista operated systems, they tend to be bitches sometimes.
Oh well, i shall go and catch up with my sleep which has made me forgetful since the start of the week. Scary. To sum all this years i am missing out on updating up and for those who skips lines, i broke up with my girlfriend of 3 coming to 4 years, worked at the worst place every imagined (IT helpdesk) and got together with a lovely girl who loves to smile.
Me out..
Thursday, November 09, 2006
-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
Sheryl Crow - Real gone
I'm American made, Bud Light, Chevrolet
My momma taught me wrong from right
I was born in the south
Sometimes I have a big mouth
When I see something that I don't like
I gotta say it
We been driving this road
For a mightly long time
Payin' no mind to the signs
Well this neighborhood's changed
It's all been rearranged
We left that change somewhere behind
Slow down, you're gonna crash
Baby you were screamin'
It's a blast, blast, blast
Look out babe you got your blinders on
Everybody's lookin' for a way
To get real gone, real gone
Real Gone
There's a new cat in town
He's got high paid friends
Thinks he's gonna change history
You think you know him so well
Yeah you think he's so swell
But he's just perpetuatin' prophecy
Come on now
Slow down, you're gonna crash
Baby you were screamin'
It's a blast, blast, blast
Look out, you got your blinders on
Everybody's lookin' for a way
To get real gone
Real gone
Real gone
Real gone
Well, you can say what you want
But you can't say it 'round here
'Cause they'll catch you and give you a whippin'
Well I belive I was right
When I said you were wrong
You didn't like the sound of that
Now did ya?
Slow down, you're gonna crash
Baby you were screamin'
It's a blast, blast, blast
Look out, you got your blinders on
Everybody's lookin' for a way
To get real gone
Well here I come, And I'm so not scared
Got my pedal to the metal
Got my hands in the air
Well look out, you take your blinders off
Everybody's lookin' for a way
To get real gone, real gone
Real Gone
Real Gone
Real Gone.
Sheryl Crow - Real gone
I'm American made, Bud Light, Chevrolet
My momma taught me wrong from right
I was born in the south
Sometimes I have a big mouth
When I see something that I don't like
I gotta say it
We been driving this road
For a mightly long time
Payin' no mind to the signs
Well this neighborhood's changed
It's all been rearranged
We left that change somewhere behind
Slow down, you're gonna crash
Baby you were screamin'
It's a blast, blast, blast
Look out babe you got your blinders on
Everybody's lookin' for a way
To get real gone, real gone
Real Gone
There's a new cat in town
He's got high paid friends
Thinks he's gonna change history
You think you know him so well
Yeah you think he's so swell
But he's just perpetuatin' prophecy
Come on now
Slow down, you're gonna crash
Baby you were screamin'
It's a blast, blast, blast
Look out, you got your blinders on
Everybody's lookin' for a way
To get real gone
Real gone
Real gone
Real gone
Well, you can say what you want
But you can't say it 'round here
'Cause they'll catch you and give you a whippin'
Well I belive I was right
When I said you were wrong
You didn't like the sound of that
Now did ya?
Slow down, you're gonna crash
Baby you were screamin'
It's a blast, blast, blast
Look out, you got your blinders on
Everybody's lookin' for a way
To get real gone
Well here I come, And I'm so not scared
Got my pedal to the metal
Got my hands in the air
Well look out, you take your blinders off
Everybody's lookin' for a way
To get real gone, real gone
Real Gone
Real Gone
Real Gone.
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
Sunday, October 23, 2005
lazy la....
-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
Alot of things happen to me when i didnt update this thing called blog. Haiz. So lazy to do so. I got way too many things to handle now, S.o.N.i.C, homework, asswipes.. you name it, i am YET to face it.. long haul..
Anyway, i got bored and saw this at hannah's bloogie!! sooo yaaa.. here it goes.
7 things that scare me:
1. Losing my gurl
2. Losing my religion
3. my doppleganger
4. lack of money
5. the lee dynasty
6. tempramental gov
7. not getting my UT done bcoz my comp laggggggggggggggg... (too many stuffs)
7 things that i love the most:
1. My GurLL!!!
2. My cat
3. My MOuse (PC mOuse MInd u)
4. My life
5. CS!
6. BattleGear4!! (kick Ass!)
7. My iPod (i may not looked as if i liked it.. but...)
7 important things in my room:
1. my WATER bed
2. my storage compartments
3. Extra pc components
4. data archive
5. Mr pinky (u know whu dearie)
6. My OCed PC (Another kick ass)
7. My XboX!
7 random facts about me:
1. i fart
2. i can kill u
3. i'm easily angered
4. i am a geeek/nerd watever
5. Virgin hair (no effects of hair dye!!!!)
6. I don't smile
7. My middle finger moves faster then my brains could react
7 things i plan to do by the time i die:
1. Let everyone know my thoughts of the government (if i am allowed free speech)
2. Avoid getting a pre-mature sighting of my doppleganger
3. Win something meaningful before i X-X
4. Go Japan! BanZAI!
5. Bring up thinking offsprings! (kyahah!)
6. kill the stupidity of humanity
7. screw George in the ass
7 things i can do:
1. Fart
2. eat
3. Drink
4. steal programes
5. Kill lotsa ppl in CS
6. Annoy you with my 'speeches'
7. unscrew your head and make it to a light bulb
7 things i cant do [YET]:
1. go japan
2. get married
3. commit suicide
4. break my 2.4 record
5. get to WCG championship
6. holding back my middle finger
7. coach my sister (kyahahah! dun ask!)
7 words i say the most:
1. huh?
2. what?
3. oook...
4. what la!!
5. f*** u la!
6. heh?
7. ya ya.. Jacka**
7 celeb crushes:
1. jassica alba
2. linday lohan
3. ermm.... i dun quite watch the magical black box...
4.
5.
6.
7.
7 people that i love to see doing this:
1. depends
2. on
3. who
4. is
5. feeling
6. really
7. enthu...
Alot of things happen to me when i didnt update this thing called blog. Haiz. So lazy to do so. I got way too many things to handle now, S.o.N.i.C, homework, asswipes.. you name it, i am YET to face it.. long haul..
Anyway, i got bored and saw this at hannah's bloogie!! sooo yaaa.. here it goes.
7 things that scare me:
1. Losing my gurl
2. Losing my religion
3. my doppleganger
4. lack of money
5. the lee dynasty
6. tempramental gov
7. not getting my UT done bcoz my comp laggggggggggggggg... (too many stuffs)
7 things that i love the most:
1. My GurLL!!!
2. My cat
3. My MOuse (PC mOuse MInd u)
4. My life
5. CS!
6. BattleGear4!! (kick Ass!)
7. My iPod (i may not looked as if i liked it.. but...)
7 important things in my room:
1. my WATER bed
2. my storage compartments
3. Extra pc components
4. data archive
5. Mr pinky (u know whu dearie)
6. My OCed PC (Another kick ass)
7. My XboX!
7 random facts about me:
1. i fart
2. i can kill u
3. i'm easily angered
4. i am a geeek/nerd watever
5. Virgin hair (no effects of hair dye!!!!)
6. I don't smile
7. My middle finger moves faster then my brains could react
7 things i plan to do by the time i die:
1. Let everyone know my thoughts of the government (if i am allowed free speech)
2. Avoid getting a pre-mature sighting of my doppleganger
3. Win something meaningful before i X-X
4. Go Japan! BanZAI!
5. Bring up thinking offsprings! (kyahah!)
6. kill the stupidity of humanity
7. screw George in the ass
7 things i can do:
1. Fart
2. eat
3. Drink
4. steal programes
5. Kill lotsa ppl in CS
6. Annoy you with my 'speeches'
7. unscrew your head and make it to a light bulb
7 things i cant do [YET]:
1. go japan
2. get married
3. commit suicide
4. break my 2.4 record
5. get to WCG championship
6. holding back my middle finger
7. coach my sister (kyahahah! dun ask!)
7 words i say the most:
1. huh?
2. what?
3. oook...
4. what la!!
5. f*** u la!
6. heh?
7. ya ya.. Jacka**
7 celeb crushes:
1. jassica alba
2. linday lohan
3. ermm.... i dun quite watch the magical black box...
4.
5.
6.
7.
7 people that i love to see doing this:
1. depends
2. on
3. who
4. is
5. feeling
6. really
7. enthu...
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
Merepek ah!
-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
Each day passes, more and more conservative persons die. The more and i feel alone. Why is that so? There is so many complacent and spoilt Singaporeans are being born each day. Both bitchy and brainless. Everything revolves around them and noboby else's. It is both irritating and fustrating to see this people not really spending enought brain power to think before what they are going to do or say next. Take for example today's incident where by mr 'boy' made a comment, not necessarily a direct comment will make a great impace to everyones day. Boy it stinks what that happens.
haiz..
Each day passes, more and more conservative persons die. The more and i feel alone. Why is that so? There is so many complacent and spoilt Singaporeans are being born each day. Both bitchy and brainless. Everything revolves around them and noboby else's. It is both irritating and fustrating to see this people not really spending enought brain power to think before what they are going to do or say next. Take for example today's incident where by mr 'boy' made a comment, not necessarily a direct comment will make a great impace to everyones day. Boy it stinks what that happens.
haiz..
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