So tell me

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...

In response to the tag. Don't ever question me about my integrity in friendships. Thats the one of the main i depend on when i feel low. My source of spirit, my shoulders to lean on when i got problems, my warmth when i am cold. My eyes swell to talk about that. It really hurts to to not know how to react or how to feel when i am left aside. Hurts. I just type my heart out when not able to face the closest family, you all. Did you ask why i felt? No. That too hurts. You still go on poking this pain.

All i wanted is it get more experiance in the games to be played or played. To better myself. To feel accepted into the team. However, i feel so drifted apart to be felt accepted. I gots lots of question needs to be answered. I cant ask them, am always afraid that there isnt any open minds. The response i got, realised my fear coming true. Its always been be doing things i doing what i dont want to do and yet still do. Ever pictured yourself, doing tings you dont want to do? Can you get motivation knowing that it wont help what you are out to do? Answer this question which is burning in me. Different people react differently to different situations. Unfortunately this how i react. So i do apologize, sincerely.