Birthdays...

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
Birthdays...

2 reasons
I often wonder what's the big fuss about birthdays. Is it a day which other celebrate your coming of age? Or a mere cover up that you are becoming old? Heck. I don't really know the legend behind it. I am such a sad ass. Anyway, I got a really bad experience 3 years ago. It isn't the flour and eggs but the part where by I broke up with my ex for another guy. From then on, I swore that on 14/Nov I will not take any smiles or anything that represents happiness.

The another reason is that it shows that I am still alive in my ever full bullcrap life. The day I come into existence. The day when I am swore as a human being to put up with life's crap. I hate set backs. I hate my past break ups. I hate everything that creates me. A mere superfluous life. Bleah. My very bleak outlook in life.

Lame eh? Yea, I know. I just against my birthday being celebrated. Unless someone I love so dear give me a reason to move forward. For 3 belady years i haven't gotten any gifts or wishes. (success!) And looking forward to spending that day in silence. Heck. Its on hari raya. The more i am going to hate my birthday.
*i still see no reason to celebrate.

Note: Hannah is still sick. I am still worried sick. My silent prayer for her health.