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home... tired. drained. of coz the other employees feel the same. However, i am doing most of the junk. Heard of karma, wat goes up must come down. Yea. That applies to the head technician when he declines my asst tech pos. Baka! now he has lots of problem with the sudden surge of assembly. I pity him. he just wouldn't allow me and saleh help him out with the tech trouble shooting. lameo.

Anyway, got hockey tmr.. haiz

Ta!

Back home from ECP

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...

Todae was quite a well planned day for me. Only day. HAhAha! Anyway, send my dearest to skool then sat at the mac of Tempines mall to get breakfast. With the power of the $2, i got myself a nice sausage mcmuffin and tea. Nice hot tea. Ahh! hahah!

Anyway, i headed off to bedok to wait for Mr heire. Well, i walked ard with a mission of findin a bouquet of roses to supprise hannah. But! one stalk cost about $10!! Eekk!! and i was left about $8 to spend. After which i went to ECP w/o heire because his mom needed to rush to somewhere.

I got there, lazy ard. Waited for the rain to stop b4 i did the lil tap dance with fire. I got the bbq up and runnin. But! (wats with the buts anyway? heck i know) The food supply is like for 5 people. At that point of time, there is 6 people. so we waited till our supply of fish balls ran dry. Next, the charcoal supply ran dry. Poor Zabid and heire went to get ice and charcoal. Then left for T. poly. to fetch hannah. B4 that, i ran into a florist shop and got one stalk of rose! yay!! cost abt below my very low budget. (i wish i could add a teddy). the rushed to t.poly. Made worst by meeting hannah at the MAIN BUS STOP!!! PAck GiLE doNG!! I gave it to her and blushed like heck! for a whole 15mins.. like a LARGE group of people saw it and was like making lil comments. Could hear some, made me blush more. 0.o

Then head to ECP again, ate some food. got tummyache. Got some really nice romantic moments with dearie. she's so warm while i am feelin cold. Its feels so wonderful to have a person you love so deeply in your arms feeling the same, sharing that moment. i am the real emo type. hehe.

I got work tmr!! No!! *ripped hair of sculp!!* ta!

Light and the dark side of blue! kekek! me and my dearie on one of the hari raya days with her fwens. And the next day got work.. haiz.

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I was bored...

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Tired day..

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...

I AM: tired
I WANT: A hug from dearie
I HAVE: an itch..
I WISH: i will be married to hannah now!
I HATE: being broke
I MISS: my dearie
I FEAR: losing my dearie
I SEARCH: for a path for my future.. suitable one..
I WONDER: if i will see my dad signin my death cert
I REGRET: not farting at one of my hateful friend
I ALWAYS: laze ard
I AM NOT: slow.. just lazy
I DANCE: when in the mood
I SING: when i am in the mood
I CRY: when my thought of my fear creaps up to me.. and when i hurt my dearie
I AM NOT ALWAYS: happy
I WRITE: server scripts..
I WON: my dearie's heart..
I LOST: my sanity..
I CONFUSE: myself with jealousy and worring..
I NEED: my dearie in my arms..
I SHOULD: Dye my hair blue before skool starts! *crazy!

10 things about you physically.
1. Big noses..
2. Small eyes..
3. small ass
4. nice abs..
5. crappy hairstyle..
6. super thin
7. bispecs
8. tall!
9. looks like a geek... (i am one!
10. i squint

9 good friends.
1. My dearie! hannah!
2. Azhari!
3. Saleh
4. Zhao wei
5. Nazrul
6. Sylvester
7. Hafreeze
8. Mao
9. Aidil


8 favourite foods/drinks.
1. Chicken rice!
2. Nasi ambeng
3. Nasi Lemak
4. Rice with indian chicken curry
5. Pizza
6. Pasta
7. Pepsi!
8. Chocolate milk

7 things you wear daily.
1. My undie.. duh!
2. A shirt
3. another shirt
4. my watch
5. my couple ring
6. a pair of shorts (and jeans if i am out)
7. my ipod mini!

6 things that annoy you.
1. Penguins (tappered mats) esp. those staring at my deaire *grrr
2. ppl blocking the door when i am alighting..
3. ppl suddenly stopping infront of me for no reason
4. Flat ipod mini batt!!
5. my crappy hair do
6. Bosses who are lazy!

5 things you touch everyday.
1. my cat
2. my keyboard
3. my mouse
4. my handphone
5. my ring


4 shows you watch.
1. A (vehical) is born
2. Anime (loads)
3. porn?? hahah j/k gundam seed Destiny on the net
4. model monday.. my fave show.. abt buildin ur own plactic model and how to customize it..

3 of your favourite books.
1. memours of a geisha
2. jurrasic park
3. the lost world

2 people you want to see right now
1. my dearie
2. my boss.. ABT MY F**kin LOW PAY!!!

Bored..

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...

Haiz! the main office is moving in to Simlim and i am the only one in the 'crew' doing the running up and down. Damn. 2 weeks left!! must live through it!!

Anyway, dearie has started skooling this week and i wont see much of her. I am sincerely going to really miss her. =(

Nothing much though.. just that there is a laden weight on my chest now.. coz i miss you sayang! and when you didnt sms when you reach home, i get so worried that i cant even do my work properly. Please ease my mind. a small thing can do so much.

ta! gotta sleep! loads of work to do tmr.. hope i wont die.. =S

Anger.. Launch!

-fall's- Its just like another day...

Ok.. I got rid of my laziness to at least write an entry. Today, I had a bad day at work. I got Afew mistakes from my sales and and accident in my technical side of work. I sold a board without agp slog bundled together with an agp card. Dumb. 1st time it happened since I worked the in the beginning of the year. Damn. Anyway, I got 2 cuts on my fingers because I wasn't careful with that sharp edge of the io panel. haiz.

Piracy
Had a debate with Saleh just now about pirated products. With a sense of logic and down right anger. Given that you pay $149 to $279 for a windows XP or software needed to operate a computer, is it too expensive? I would say yes to those poor families that require a computer that has a proper license to use the OS. Without this license, your OS is recongized as pirated. To make this worst, the law will punish you if you are discovered. The governing commitee should or rather MUST take this into account that they are making this poor people POORER. Piracy is the way to save their money and not strain themselves paying up for it that is not edible or that can keep them alive.

So, why is the software is expensive? Easy. R&D on ways to prevent piracy. Cost them money. This mechanism which supposedly 'protects' the license key or from duplication will fast becomes outdated due to the fast development of technology and a more advance programming that disarm this 'features'. This is however not important as they should counter it by providing cheaper means acquiring this rather 'basic' products. Being a person with a great mind, bill gates is NEVER great as he did not think of the reasons why people purchase his pirated products. why do pirates make fakes? To gain money from their cheap duplication and possibly earning enough to pay for new technologies to duplicate newer 'protection' mechanism thus earning even more. This makes POOR people happy and rich idiotic (bill gates and ETC) people with this products unhappy. making their products cheaper, lets say to the price of $50 and below. Surely they will make more money as there will be an increase of purchases of these products. A lowering of price is the BEST idea since graded prices by adidas and nike to eliminate piracy to their products.

aite.. thats all for today.. ta!

Bored

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
Bored

Bored bored bored bored!!!!! argh! Fuckin hell!! I wana get out and do something. Work maybe! Who cares! I put so much effort to do some things.. And it just get bumped away that easily. ARGH!! big Giveup on my fucking head. I wana go out but lack the funds to do so.. lack of will.. lack of companion.. for short i feel so freaking lonely and made worst by boredom... i got 2 projects and 1 miserable computer by my siide. it cant get any worst? Yes it does! I have a returning headache! Fuckin hell!

Argh!!! i need a break at sentosa!! its gonna happen and i dun want anything to get in my way! even the rain *waves fist at the sky!

Now.. i am goin to town! ergh! no one can stop me!!! *crappy headache...

then again... *groan..

haiz.. ta!

my other trial..

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A date with a touch of fever

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A date with a touch of fever

Yesterday was so nice going out with dearie. We got ourselves couple rings from Yellow at West mall. Its a plain ring but has our name engraved on it, 'HannaHafiz' on the top of the ring and '13.06.04' in the inside. Cool eh? hehe. Then we went to watch shark tale. The show was kinda thin on the story side but crap jokes and humour covered it up. But, i dont recomend anyone to watch it unless you got 7 bucks to waste. KekeKE...

Anyway, i was supposed go to Tornadoes 7s but i am not healthy enough. I had fever and not very lasting in walking ard during the date. So it'll be alot worst if i am going to run around like a chicken without a head. Today, i slept like a log and burning with a fever at my all time high of 42c. wow. hahha. aite... tats all folks

Ta!

So who wants to argue with this dude? the future for him will be somewhat different. Of course, THE COM IS WAY FUKIN SMALLER NOW THEN YOUR PREDICTION! But somehow it looks cute.

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Birthdays...

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
Birthdays...

2 reasons
I often wonder what's the big fuss about birthdays. Is it a day which other celebrate your coming of age? Or a mere cover up that you are becoming old? Heck. I don't really know the legend behind it. I am such a sad ass. Anyway, I got a really bad experience 3 years ago. It isn't the flour and eggs but the part where by I broke up with my ex for another guy. From then on, I swore that on 14/Nov I will not take any smiles or anything that represents happiness.

The another reason is that it shows that I am still alive in my ever full bullcrap life. The day I come into existence. The day when I am swore as a human being to put up with life's crap. I hate set backs. I hate my past break ups. I hate everything that creates me. A mere superfluous life. Bleah. My very bleak outlook in life.

Lame eh? Yea, I know. I just against my birthday being celebrated. Unless someone I love so dear give me a reason to move forward. For 3 belady years i haven't gotten any gifts or wishes. (success!) And looking forward to spending that day in silence. Heck. Its on hari raya. The more i am going to hate my birthday.
*i still see no reason to celebrate.

Note: Hannah is still sick. I am still worried sick. My silent prayer for her health.

Alone.. again

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
Alone.. again

I feel so lonely.

well, thats all. one line which says everything. Well, almost.

Peepz, am i that lame and irritating?

Thats the question that have been stuck in my mind for a long time.
Until yesterday i got out of this 'trance' to start thinking.

I am just so tired.

For making futile efforts that dosent change my position in my family.
Trying too much to do what i believe in, that it becomes old.


well, i am really emo today because of a series of events which started since the morning. I can see some people find me that irritating. It wasnt obvious but i felt it. I need to be alone. To think about myself. And about my actions.

Routine.. with a setback..

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
Routine.. with a setback..

Almost everything todae is routine... got to skool.. went through the oral P of the pre-u2s.. it rained...

Y isnt it everything.. coz hannah is sick.. very hgh fever and yet i go around town with her... i feel soo agry at myself for doing so.. ERGH!! i shld just get her home safely and let her rest.. =( haiz.. Hannah please get well soon! And please forgive me...

was the site entry for dunno how years.. eee!! dusty!!

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its a cat.. its TIPAH!!!! hahaha.. an office look! kutie! 

me and ma b00! =] 

Relive the Project-G

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Re-live the Project-G

Alrighty, scripts will undergo revamp. Characters will also go a total change. I am all fine will new ideas. Fusing our basic concepts and other anime concepts (gundam and such) to create our own. I am now having my school break and in a not so busy period to continue. Site revamp with a use of coldfusion and dreamweaver. All mecha and characters will through a slight change. I am still holding on to the first concepts mecha and characters. I think we sholuld meet next week Zhao.

Aitey! For those who didnt know me at that point of time where by almost everybody in my school (hong kah sec) knows about the existance of Guardian Hall. Its quite distracting and plus the our 2 major exam, the Project was halt to a standstill. Now, with no more infrastructure from the previous site as its gone with my other hdd. I have redo site entry and comic page itself. Ouch.

This idea came about during the musical 'shine' when the idea poped up. Hairul, me and zhao wei though of the idea. Kinda fun. hehe anyway. Maybe i will update on the happenings of the site restart. ta!

The lame bros! haha.. i am goin to miss this togetherness we have dude. 

Sadness from within

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Sadness from within

Azhari, i dont know if you're going to read this but i'll just put it up anyway. I felt really sad that you didnt make it to year 2. I was all teary eyed just now. Kinda embarressing. Its a big loss for me as i have lost my best dude in skool. My lame partner by my side. its goin to be very quiet as i got no one to really talk all my thoughts out with and share my lameness with. i want to spend your official last 2 days in school breaking around. I am really goin to miss those times and fun we have. Those ups and down we went through. I will pray for you to make it in life. =]

Anyway, i got through to the next round of school. Which is year 2. I don't really deserve this. on my part, i am the drop dead and woke smiling lazy bugger. My freakin attitude towards to myself is crap. So, i personally dont deserve it. Azhari does more than me. he studied harder than me. More consistant of doin homeworks and being in school. i just feel so low now.

Ta!